Anxiety · Body dismorphia · Lifestyle · Mental illness

Battles everyday

I don’t think anyone realises

just how much this takes over my mind

how one minute I can be okay

& then I see my reflection

or then I see someone going to the gym

or I’m triggered by friends

not one minute of my day is spent concentrating on the actual day, the actual moment

no. My day consists of thinking of how massive I am

if only they could read my mind

maybe then they would get it

and actually check up on me
but no. im clearly not worth it 


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