Anxiety · Body dismorphia · Lifestyle · Mental illness · Society

Never good enough

No matter what problem

No matter how big or small

I’m not good enough, or pretty enough, or interesting enough to talk to 

Even though I’m struggling more than possibly ever before

Even though I’m still not doing what I’m meant to be

Yet because it’s not ‘visible‘ no one asks

No one realises how bad I feel 

About the tears I shed each night as I think about and see my body covered in layers of fat and ugliness
Yet other people are helped for smaller problems – don’t get me wrong – I know everyone has their own problems, I just don’t get how some people get so much, consistent help, when I’m over here, close to death

Just because you can’t see this physically very much on my body, doesn’t mean it’s not there. It doesn’t mean I’m not internally liking myself, because I am.

I should just vanish, there’s no point to me being here, I’m a fat embarrassment
The things I would do to like myself and be skinny💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭


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