Anxiety · Body dismorphia · Lifestyle · Loss · Mental illness · Society · Uncategorized



My absolute favourite time of the year

Except this year has been different 

This year I have developed a soul destroying, physically destroying illness which has controlled my mind 
My vision of today was that it would be magical, happy, festive and fun

In replacement it felt lonely, boring and I felt huge

Everything I had been looking forward to

The day that had got me through my mocks

The day that was the most magical day on earth to me was just ruined,

Overshadowed by the darkness and my shitty thoughts in my mental head

All I wanted was one day of peace

My favourite day to be in peace

My mind to be in peace 


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