Anything
From someone walking down the road
to my sister in her skinny jeans
From someone I see not eating lunch
to Kim kardashians 70lb weight loss
From seeing people at the gym
to thinspo accounts, I need to be that thin
Anything & everything triggers me, no matter how big or small
I’m in such a vulnerable, scary situation, and yet I need to keep going
People just don’t understand
My mum. My friends. My family.
I don’t even have good enough friends to tell, they don’t care. When I’m in hospital,maybe but because I’m fat they don’t give a shit
Instead of helping their friend suffering from a life threatening illness, they only care about the attention that they get, and jealous of mine – which is non existant
Isolating alone trapped
People, all they care about is how they look and how to get attention. Maybe you are trapped, but hey, you exist.
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Von B Thankyou x
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